Making sure that one has the
appropriate "pedigree" is, for many people, an important means
for achieving highly coveted goals.
For some, getting the pedigree
requires attending the correct high school or having the appropriate
extracurricular activities on one’s transcript in order to get
accepted to the correct college which all serves as a springboard for
getting the correct job upon graduation. For others, getting the
pedigree requires associating with and achieving acceptance in highly
desired social or civic clubs or winning status in certain circles, all
of which are meant to open the doors to opportunity. And for some
others, getting the pedigree means staying away from certain undesirable
people and unacceptable groups that could threaten attaining one’s
goal. In each of these situations, the operative notion is the belief
that one needs an external "stamp of approval" in order to achieve
something that represents "status," that one has "made it
in the world" and, in short, that one "is somebody."
Well, if that notion had
motivated Jesus, the last place he would have gone to enlist disciples
to carry on his mission would have been to Galilee. And, the last people
whom Jesus would have called to join in his enterprise would have been
fishermen like Peter and Andrew (who were brothers) and James and John (Zebedee’s
sons). Their occupation---although a lucrative one---hardly provided the
pedigree providing the entrée into this exclusive body. They were
four "nobodys" from "nowhere."
And yet, Jesus evidently saw
something in these four fishermen that convinced Jesus
to walk right into their midst and to say, "Come follow me."
Apparently, Jesus wasn’t terribly interested in pedigree.
What was it, then, that Jesus saw
in these four guys that convinced him to call Peter, Andrew, James, and
John? And, what might that mean for you and me as disciples whose task
is to carry on Jesus’ mission in our world?
I believe the response is found
in the desire that people have to achieve status in this world. That is,
when human beings define who they are and evaluate their self-worth
through the people whom they associate with or don't associate with,
what they are really doing is evaluating who they are and their
self-worth against the standard set by those around them. In short, such
people really have no sense of self or of their self-worth and dignity
as human beings because they worship upon the altar of the "cult of
the crowd" and pay homage to the idols that its' high priests and
priestesses hold up for all to revere.
The teenage years are
particularly difficult in this regard because, as young girls and boys
begin to mature and to become more independent in their thought and
behavior, many turn to others for acceptance. It’s so easy for these
teenagers to fall into cliques whose members all think alike. It’s
also easy for them to conform their appearance and dress to what pleases
others. Many teenagers trapped in this need for acceptance also choose
to engage in behaviors that they know they should not engage in, those
"near occasions of sin." It doesn’t matter how many times
they’ve been warned not to do these things. Since "everybody’s
doing it, Mom and Dad," if I don’t, I won’t be accepted and I
won’t have any "friends."
The truly sad matter of the fact
is that these teenagers pretend to believe that they are mature and
making independent decisions. But, all the while, they experience a void
deep within themselves and they know it, try as hard as they might, to
escape this feeling by making themselves pleasing to others. Every
morning, after carefully selecting which clothes to wear, they look into
the mirror, and primp themselves up to "go take on the day." I
always laugh when I hear that there isn't a uniform at the public
schools. Just take a look around and try to defend that statement! But,
what they’ve crafted is a false façade meant to please others. And,
these teenagers feel trapped because they know that it’s all a false
veneer and not the real thing.
The most difficult question teenagers
ensnared in this evil should answer but won’t is: If I didn’t craft
this false façade, would those people accept me for who I really am?
And the obvious answer is, "No."
We all know that it would be
better if these teenagers would simply work at trying to please
themselves by being themselves, valuing themselves, and being
responsible to themselves as the creatures of God they are. But, just
try to convince any teenager who worships upon the altar of the
"cult of the crowd" that he or she is paying homage to the
idols being held up by its high priests and priestesses. Just think
about it: who I am and what I am worth is defined by my purple, green,
or orange hair. My self-worth is found in my body piercings and tattoos
that I’ve placed in heretofore unimaginable places that I wouldn’t
dare show in public. Then there’s the all time big lie transcending
the generations: "You’d do it if you really cared for me."
To those teenagers who are
struggling against the evil which is telling them that they need to
craft themselves into someone else in order to be somebody, Jesus calls
you just as you are. He doesn’t care about your looks, your height, or
your weight. He simply says to you: "Turn from sin…come follow
me." Turn from the cult of the crowd and seek the Kingdom of God.
It’s not just teenagers who
have to confront and overcome the temptation to define themselves and
their self-worth by seeking a pedigree.
During the 1980s when I was
working in Tulsa, the Tulsa World printed a high society column a
couple of times each week written by Dana Sue Walker. The Sunday morning
column was especially important because, in that column, Dana Sue
reported all of the soirées and identified the celebrities and
luminaries in attendance.
I used to read the column
regularly not only because it provided great entertainment but also
because it told me about the social circles and cliques that many of the
parents sending their children to our school belonged to and others
desperately wished they could belong to. It would also make for great
theater when I’d mention to parents that I had read about them in the
paper. Their eyes would light up, they’d straighten their spines, and
they’d become all so chummy because the principal had noticed them. I
guess that made them feel really important and worth something because
the high priestess of the cult of the group had anointed their name by
placing it her column in the Tulsa World for everyone to behold.
There was only one greater form of anointing by this high priestess.
That was to have a picture showing one standing beside a luminary
printed in the Sunday column.
In the late-1980s, I was invited
to one of those soirées, a gala to benefit the Tulsa Public Library.
Saul Bellow was being honored for his contribution to American
literature and I was invited to offer the blessing before the dinner and
the benediction following the award ceremony. Every Tulsa celebrity and
luminary I had read ever about was at the event. And so was Dana Sue
Walker.
Since I didn’t know too many
people and those I did were probably asking "What’s he doing
here?", I remained on the dais by my seat and chatted with people
as they’d stroll by, engage in trite conversation and, then, move on.
From my elevated position on the dais, I was able to watch people
swarming around Dana Sue. It was easy to see the hope blazing wildly in
their eyes that she’d ask them who they were, write their name in her
little notebook and, then, have her photographer take their picture for
the newspaper. I have to confess that I even imagined a Three Stooges
type of scene where the horde would start pushing and shoving, the women
hitting one another over the head with their purses, and the men kicking
one another in the shins…all in an effort to get interviewed by Dana Sue
Walker.
After watching this for a while
and chit-chatting with some people, the high priestess of the cult of
the crowd turned toward me. With the throng grasping to touch just the
seam of hem of her evening gown, Dana Sue came right up to me,
introduced herself to me, asked me who I was, what I did, why I was
there, and the like. I responded to her questions and she wrote down all
of the facts. Dana Sue then instructed her photographer to get a picture
of me with Saul Bellow and the event’s organizers. I could see the
people literally salivating at the thought of standing there in the
lights with those luminaries.
The next morning, sure enough,
there was the photograph with my name and information emblazoned on the
high society page of the Tulsa World. I got calls from all sorts
of people congratulating me. Others asked me about the event. Some
wanted to know if I would be willing to offer the opening blessing and
closing benediction at other social and civic gatherings they were
organizing. In their eyes, I really had made it big. I was a big
mahuff. I was the big enchilada. I was...somebody.
But, social recognition isn’t
what makes me or anyone else "somebody." Putting on a tuxedo
or evening gown, getting all dolled up in style, engaging in trite
conversations that are ultimately meaningless, and seeking recognition
is nothing other than worshipping upon the altar of the cult of the
crowd. People practice this religion at business gatherings, social and
civic affairs, and in parish organizations, too. It doesn’t make a
dime’s worth of difference if the event is organized on a grand or a
small scale, people who worship upon the altar of the cult of the crowd
want to be noticed in order to feel important and be somebody.
To these people, Jesus says
"Turn from sin…come follow me." Turn from the cult of the
crowd and seek the Kingdom of God.
It doesn’t matter whether it’s
teenagers or adults, the evil is the same. It’s to value our
self-worth by the opinion of others rather than to be the person into
whom God has breathed his divine spirit. It’s to believe that we need
to conform to others’ expectations rather than to be obedient to the
law of God placed into our hearts. It’s to pretend to be somebody we
aren’t and when we look at ourselves in the mirror to choose to be
blind to the false veneer. It’s to blame God for creating us a certain
way rather than to give thanks to God for the gift of life He has
already given us. And, ultimately, it’s not to live one’s life but
to live as others dictate…with the goal of being somebody in their
eyes rather than in God’s eyes.
Jesus called four fishermen for
the task of carrying on his mission, four "nobodys" form
"nowhere" in the
eyes of the world. Their pedigree was turning from sin and following
Him. For us as Jesus’ disciples, that pedigree requires us to leave
behind the behaviors and lifestyles that people who worship upon the
altar of the cult of the crowd believe are so meaningful and to embrace
instead God’s moral code. This code provides Jesus
disciples the inner compass which gives them confidence to be who they
truly are no matter what everybody else says they have to be. This code gives Jesus’ disciples certitude in doing what
they truly need to do despite what everybody else says they need to do. And this code gives Jesus’ disciples the
abiding peace and true joy that comes with being all that God has
created them to be.
This is how each of us becomes, as
Jesus' disciples, a light in the darkness of our world.